In this deeply personal and spiritual episode, I reflect on the pain and suffering I went through—addiction, loss, confusion, and brokenness—and how I can now see that God was with me the entire time.

At the moment, it felt like abandonment. But looking back, I realize He never left. The suffering I thought was punishment turned out to be preparation. The brokenness became the foundation for a greater purpose.

If you’ve ever asked, "Why me?" or "Where was God when I was hurting?" — this video is for you.

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